pollypaperpants

I am a subordinate Drudge. I am Uniformed 24/7 and have to wear exactly what Madame decrees or I am Punished. Often my Petticoats are made from old NEWSPAPERS. It is very stiff and rustling and crumpley-crackley, but it does puff my Skirt out as it should be. It is very embarrassing and humiliating for me but boys think it is very Kinky and I get a lot of unwanted attention. Normally I have to wear plastic Bloomers to protect them from my dirty bits. Imagine when I am Bent Over and Caned!!

I am 45+, mainly Asian by blood but am often made to bleach my hair and/or wear a wig and adopt the appearance and demeanor of a caucasian maid to satisfy others' tastes.

I live with and work for my Lovely - Carol - a stern, no nonsense sadistic TG who is very active on the Gay and Lesbian scene and treats me like the piece of female excrement I truly am. I worship my Lovely, but She has made it quite clear I am nothing more than a toy to be used and abused by Her and Her dominant friends and if I do not conform and obey I will be kicked out with nothing. I am severely and cruelly Punished for each and every transgression and I am fully aware that short of death or permanent injury there are no limits to the ways in which I can be made to suffer for my behaviour.

She has a large apartment in the city but also owns an isolated Station way out in the Bush, where noone can hear me scream. There are cells there where I can be locked up, and a working Gallows!!

I spend a good proportion of the time in Restraint and/or securely Gagged, both as a Punishment in itself, and to hold me steady and keep me quiet while I undergo other forms of Discipline. I am soundly Beaten at least twice a week, sometimes much more, and I know to my cost there is absolutely nothing 'playful' or arousing about properly administered Corporal Punishment, at least not from my end. In any case I am Absolutely Forbidden any form of sexual pleasure or relief whatsoever unless I have dutifully asked for and been formally granted permission. Usually this means my Lovely will put on a plastic apron and rubber gloves and clinically Wank me Off 3 times into sheets of Newspaper, which are then stuffed in my mouth! Meanwhile I am obliged to make both my bodily orifices freely and readily available immediately, at any hour of the day or night to absolutely anyone who wants to make use of them to relieve themselves into, whether I like it or not.

I am also often used as a facial toilet, both as Punishment, or, especially by some of my Lovely's older female friends, to satisfy their cruel sadistic urges.

I am kept strictly 'uniformed' 24/7 and am expected to appear always in the appropriate costume for any situation. At weekends I am often put into full Corset & Crinoline and expected to behave accordingly. On 2 occasions I have undergone a judicial Public Flogging, secured to a Birching Table for 2 whole hours with my hoopskirts lifted up, while 300 full-blooded strokes of the Birch are applied to my naked buttocks in front of a sneering crowd.

More often than not my offensive Rear End is encased in hygienic Sanitary Underwear of heavy-duty rubber or plastic. I am expected to be heavily and noisily petticoated at all times, and if I need to be Disciplined my Lovely will sometimes make me go out wearing layers and layers of crisp, rustling, humiliating Newspaper Petticoats beneath my voluminous sticky-out skirt to remind me what a shit I am. I also wear a newspaper Dunce's Cap and a big, frilly Ruff.

2017. My behaviour over the last 12 months has been disgusting and I have been Flogged dozens of times. I really deserved to be Punished. Especially as I seem incapable of learning my lessons and I am still a pathetic, worthless cunt.